PICNIC time

sometimes my bug and i go on picnics !

LOVE BUG

i love him so big !!!

UGH

my son had his 1 year check up . which was terrible , the shots make me and him miserable . then we found out that he needs to start seeing an occupational therapist , which is heart breaking i feel like a total failure . his doctor said its nothing that we did wrong , he is just alittle behind in his eating habits , and some motor skills . but he is advanced in language . its so hard to not feel like i missed something . i mean hes only a year old, how can they say he is behind in anything , hes so new . i thought taking our time introducing solids was a positive thing , i never in a million years thought that it was cause some kind of delay . and again the doctor said it didnt that its more likely that he choked , or swallowed something that skratched his throat and now he is nervous about swallowing anything that isnt mushy . we are going to run a swallowing test with the OP in a week or so .... im depressed

Olivers 1st birthday party !!! photos , photos , photos

my little man is 1 so hard to believe ..... these are some photos from his animals on parade milk and cookie party !!!

side by side

almost 20 pounds down , this is the side by side from day 1 to now !!!

Olivers 1ST haircut (photo heavy)

Oliver had his hair cut yesterday , so he looks super fancy for his big day on saturday ! his 1st bday im so excited , thank you ryon for the best haircut ever

WEEK 4

doesnt feel much different although the scale says i lost 3 pounds i dont buy it !!!


dieting is gettin harder and harder i want soda , and cookies , and cupcakes sooooo bad , last night i gave in to the pizza monster better known as my husband and had a spinach and goat cheese pizza .... num num num ..... im regretting it today for sure