Tuesday, March 22, 2011

doing well !!

oliver is doing great , weve had so many new changes , his father is finally figuring out how to be a single father which is amazing , and oliver is showing alot of improvements , we have 3 words back , pizza , mom , and hi , hi started doing time out on his hands , still a counting machine . hes been very frustrated but seems to getting alittle bit more comfortable , april 8th is his speech evaluation . other news im starting the blessed herbs full body cleanse today , which should be interesting here is a link if anyone is interested .... i have alot of friends that have done it ater babies and said they feel loads better . im pumped . what else ummmm my boyfriend bought me an amazing piece of jewelry i will have to post pics of later ..... annnd thats probably it for now mini update ! xoxox kat

Friday, March 4, 2011

the little differences

phase two ..... hold the speeches , call off all the advice , Ive heard it a million time "children develop at their own pace" this may be true but mommies trust your judgement . Oliver has been displaying signs of savatism for some time now , and recently stopped speaking . i was told its all the change don't worry its perfectly normal . i just didn't buy it. so after tons of research and observation i made the appointment that no parent wants the make , the one where you tell the doctor that something is off about your child . he is able to copy every audio pattern he hears , and obsessively drums melodies that he hears . his pattern recognition in general is bizarre for an 18 month old . and he stopped speaking , which is a huge deal , lose of a skill is monumentally bad. i tell all this to his doctor who then does a few test and comes back to me with information i wasn't at all surprised to hear , although i was hoping for a different opinion . pervasive developmental disorder otherwise known as aspergers or savant syndrome . FUCK........ what now , what next , how did this happen , what did i do wrong , how do we fix it , who's gonna help me , talk about your mind being flooded with information . the doctor then informed me about the testing that we would be doing over then next 4 months and that this isn't a diagnosis that he could still be "normal" what an ugly ugly word that is now. she reminded me that at the end of the day he is still the same child and that his problem is that hes brilliant and needs help molding his special talents so that he can function in society ..... so that's what I'm gonna keep telling myself ...... but hey universe if your listening to my silly unimportant bitching ...... Ive had about all i can handle this month .....xoxox kat video