so tired

sooo .... i know im ignoring my blog , im a terrible blogger and i am fully aware of it . things have been super crazed im working 3 jobs , getting ready to move to a new house , being a full time mommy and going on a big family vaca to NY , ps im doing all of this in the next 10 days . im the queen of overloading my own plate ..... oh and i guess i forgot about christmas prep in all of this . blah ..... oliver is great huge he is a giant talking , running , kicking , screaming , punching , snuggling , kiss giving baby . and i love every inch of him . hubs is doing ok .... the sarcoidosis is back which sucks but he is staying close to home for awhile which i love . other then that i got nothing to report , oh thats a lie !!! im starting weight watchers again sooo , look for new belly blog posts !! weee .... here are some new pics of the bean ! xoxoxo

Halloween with me and my gnome baby

little gnomie ! love him and his little gnome butt , this was a super popular custom apparently .... who all had gnome babies ?

Halloween make-up

tonight though i am stuck at home alone , as usual . i was able to partake in the halloween festivities by transforming one of my good friends , although her costume may not be in the best taste (violence) it was really fun to do . and i think turned out perfect . so i thought i would share bruising is one of my favorite (and easiest ) special effects make-up to do !

long lost update

well obviously i suck at blogging i never update this thing , i really have zero excuses since my evenings are basically spend alone , while Cory is busy with music stuff and oliver is in bed . ok so what to update , its the day before halloween we carved pumpkins today , went to the ark to swing , nothing super exciting to report . we did hear back from the baby gap contest , i was asked to submit % more photos of him in gap clothes , which is exciting i suppose . ummm other then that i got nothing . so im going to flood this blog with updated pics of the little man and me ! hahah

blogger warning

im going to update this thing soon ! i swear and its gonna be super awesome .......

PICNIC time

sometimes my bug and i go on picnics !

LOVE BUG

i love him so big !!!

UGH

my son had his 1 year check up . which was terrible , the shots make me and him miserable . then we found out that he needs to start seeing an occupational therapist , which is heart breaking i feel like a total failure . his doctor said its nothing that we did wrong , he is just alittle behind in his eating habits , and some motor skills . but he is advanced in language . its so hard to not feel like i missed something . i mean hes only a year old, how can they say he is behind in anything , hes so new . i thought taking our time introducing solids was a positive thing , i never in a million years thought that it was cause some kind of delay . and again the doctor said it didnt that its more likely that he choked , or swallowed something that skratched his throat and now he is nervous about swallowing anything that isnt mushy . we are going to run a swallowing test with the OP in a week or so .... im depressed

Olivers 1st birthday party !!! photos , photos , photos

my little man is 1 so hard to believe ..... these are some photos from his animals on parade milk and cookie party !!!

side by side

almost 20 pounds down , this is the side by side from day 1 to now !!!

Olivers 1ST haircut (photo heavy)

Oliver had his hair cut yesterday , so he looks super fancy for his big day on saturday ! his 1st bday im so excited , thank you ryon for the best haircut ever

WEEK 4

doesnt feel much different although the scale says i lost 3 pounds i dont buy it !!!


dieting is gettin harder and harder i want soda , and cookies , and cupcakes sooooo bad , last night i gave in to the pizza monster better known as my husband and had a spinach and goat cheese pizza .... num num num ..... im regretting it today for sure

week three

i have a busy weekend so im posing pic on friday instead of sunday ...... doesnt seem to be to much difference this week , i think my bidy is changing for sure , but the scale number seems to be stuck at around 152 . which is still down 10 pounds from where i started 3 weeks ago . this weekend Oliver goes to grandmas so the big challenge is going to be not drinking while out and but with the girls . lots of empty calories . here are last weeks pics


and here are todays


im for sure not use to having hips which i think is making me feel even bigger. im trying to find a pre baby belly pic to post in one of these . anyway hope everyone has a great weekend